Introducing My Mind!

*Beat Drop* Salute plurimam dicit! My name is J. Kaur and I'm pursuing bachelors in Aerospace. There are a lot of tangled threads in my brain, so I'm writing this blog just to gain clarity and maybe a get an insight of other's opinion on some topics. This is basically a semi personal diary not entirely personal, you'll know the reason by reading further blogs. 

Today, I'll like to talk about vulnerability. We all know what is vulnerability, to define it as per the oxford dictionary it means 'The quality or state of being exposed to the possibility of being attacked or harmed, either physically or emotionally.' I think you all may have let your guard downs when you trusted the person in front of you and sometimes it may have been worth it while other times it would just have been a knife through your heart(I'd like to know about your experiences if you may share). But, in my case I do not have the power to trust anyone. It is like I rarely trust myself so it is indeed an impossible task to trust others. I can never let my guards down even though I try very hard. It's like my system has a glitch. Also, note that I never had any negative experiences with trust. Vulnerability is something that comes with trust but even when I may trust someone I can not be vulnerable. People tend to put their own happiness in the hands of others, I'm not saying it's wrong but when they get hurt it is something unforgettable. Vulnerability can be both a good and bad thing but for me it's impossible even though I want to be vulnerable at times! 

So what do you think?